Tuesday, June 17, 2008

What a lousy day??

I cannot understand why he so unreasonable... Oh ya today email war with him... Morning asked my in skype what time can hand in my work... I say before I go lunch... Actually by 12pm, I already done the editing... But coz Vincent teached me a new way to make sure text is align properly, so I want to make sure the text is arranged properly... At 12plus, he send an email asking what time I can give him... So I stopped the arranging of text... Start to save my file to the correct format and convert to pdf format... But in the process, I face some problems with saving... So I took quite some time trying to solve it... Just as I done with saving and printing my final product... I received another email from him. Asking why I haven hand in my work and never reply him... For god sake, I trying to solve the saving problems... Where got time goes reply email?? Den hand in to him... Send a reply to his email... That when the email war started... He accussed me for not taking customers deadline seriously, etc... Ppls only see the surface stuffs, like he helping me etc... That is only a surface stuffs... So ppls keep telling me he been helping me etc... Dun look at it from the surface... I dun mind ppls play office politic, as long dun get me involve in it... What does he mean by a few of my frenz is already given up on me??? What he mean by I giving up on myself??? I feel so upset by the whole espiode... Izzit time to give it up??? Which will make him happy...

P.S. I really sorry Vincent... These must have cause you alot of problems and burdens... Really really sorry about it...

Monday, June 16, 2008

So much have happened...

There alot that I wanted to update, just dunno where to start... Hmm... Went for a sec sch gathering on sat, was a nice meal at shokudo@raffles... And we happened to meet another sec sch frenz who happened to work there... Called it concidental bah... Hmm... He still rem some of us, not bad ah... He actually married with children... And we all actually still single, with only 3/4 with gf... LOlxx...

Somehow I was quite moody lately, even when I went for the gathering... Probably due to my work bah... It was real bad, that it seem to affect me so much... Oh ya yesterday went to play soccer after few months... Ya 3 hours of soccer, not bad eh?? LOlxx...

Okay today was having headache, went to see family doctor... He say headache on both side of head is due to tension... And tension is usually due to work for young ppls... He asked me if I was bonded... I reply no... And he asked me go consider if I should check job or seek a transfer... He say it not good to have headache so often... I really dunno what I should do... Really have to think carefully...

Hmm... I dun understand why some ppls are just so fake... As what I like to say "We are all actors and actress of our own life and those around us." But is there a need to be so fake?? Anyway it is so tiring, that I just feel like take a long break... Enough of all those unhappy stuffs... Must stay happy...

Oh ya I talked to Kenny yesterday... He say I too concern about how others view me... To certain extent, it true... Why does we living a life of what others want us to be?? Why can't we live life the way we want it to be??

That day during the gathering, I arrived 1st... Followed by the 3 couples... Wow... Den we go in for seating, while waiting for others... The 3 couples sit at one table... ANd poor ME say alone at the other table to wait... Somehow feel envy of them and lonely... I dunno why most of the gals I know say I very nice guy, but I still cannot find any gf... Life is so strange...

Anyway that all for now bah... Feel tired and mind not working well that I dunno how to continue this blog... Take care my bro, my frenz and those who know me....