What a day,28/11/08 has turned out to be???

The day started as normal, but ended with me feeling very low morale, sian, etc... Yongbin get retrenched just before lunch, thus everyone no mood to eat lunch... Haiz... Still remember he joined the company on same day as me... Somehow feel just like I get retrenched instead... Anyone more is expected to come, it only a matter of time bah... Hmmm...

Anyway after work, went to sitex at expo... Even when was there still feel sian... Anyway bought my camera... Pretty worth it... Have dinner with Mary and her husband to be at burger king... After that went home... Reached home find out 1 of my cousin met with accident was in CGH... Haiz... If I thought a frenz get retrenched is sian enough, when I heard cousin meet accident... I was totally shocked and kinda worry...

Lucky he was okay... Visited him on saturday at his home after he discharged... Before that met Mary to pass her modem that she forget to collect from me... Den went to meet Desmond for a while... Have dinner with my parent at clementi hawker centre... Then goes uncle's house... I never been there since my grandma's 100th day(31/07/08)...

Somehow still feeling strange strange now... Haiz... Hope will feel better soon bah... Take care guys and gals... Byez...

Quick Updates...

Okay let see what there to update on... Lolxx...

Watched Madagascar 2 on friday with some frenz... Pretty funny and nice to watch... After movie, they went to play archery at a shop at level 3 suntec city... After that went to mac, sitted down and chit chat awhile... Have any of you dream of anything that really happened in life?? That happened to me a few times already... Oh btw missed the last train, so took taxi home... $21.70 from raffles...

At work, settling into the new office... Office been abit messy with all those moving... Nothin much to say about work...

Today went marina square with my family, eat at dian xiao er... Den went to get washing machine, as the one at home is spolit... After that went my brother's house, get some stuffs and went home to rot... Lolxx....

Wondering when my other half will appear??? Sometime it will appear, when you stop looking for it... SO I guess is not something that can be rush... I think I shall end here... Byez...

Wedding...

Yesterday attended one of my cousin's wedding... Waked up 6plus, get ready and left the house to Simei... Ya my auntie's family stay at EC in Simei... So from Jurong to Simei... A long long way... LOlxx.... Reached there the groom was just getting ready to go fetch the bride... The rest of us have our breakfast, while waiting for the groom come back with the bride... They came back at around 930am... Pray, followed by tea ceremony and photo taking... After that all proceed to the function hall for buffet...

Eat abit... Then went to my cousin's house... He bought a house in bedok central... Went to view the flat... Left and head back to Simei to wait for the roast pig to come back... So was relaxing at function hall... That is when I notice Campus superstar 2 champion Shawn was swimming in the pool... After a while he goes to changed and was standing at the side of the pool... That is also when my auntie asked me to go help carry the roast pig which have come back... Have some roast pig, before going home to rest for a while...

At evening, we went to Goodwood Park Hotel for the wedding dinner... The foods still not bad la... Just that the waitress serving my table kinda clusmy, keep knocking down stuffs... Dinner at around 1045pm... Never stay for long... Wish my cousin "Happy marriage"

Anyway just as I expected, I was bombarded with the same few questions. "Got Gf??" "When your turn??" "Next one who??" etc... But I not the only target... Lolxx... Got another cousin who was slightly younger than me also get bombard... But not as bad as what I get...

Talking about gf stuffs... Recently someone asked me do I mind my gf wear mini skirt or short and goes out with me... I told her half half... But she insisted either yes or no... So I say yes lo... Actually I will 1st try to talk her out from wearing such skirts or shorts, but if she insist, then I dun think it make sense to quarrel over it... So in view of such a suitation, I most probably will let her be... But I do understand that my mum dun like gal to wear like that... Enough on this topic... Lolxxx...

I really wonder how great if she can accept me... But r/s such things cannot be force... So I will let her have freedom of choice... Waiting for my better half arrival in my life... That all for now... Tata...

Birthday...

Saturday met up with some secondary school frenz to celebrate the birthday of one of my frenz's gf... He booked a chalet at hometeam@NS which is located in bukit batok... I went down early to help with preparing and decoration... Everything is okay la... Until the blackout when we was eating our dinner... And guess what... The light never came back, even after finding the security guards... So end up we use candle... Lucky is cake cutting is over by then... Lolxx.... Reached home at around 3am... Thanks to Meng Tuck for sending me home... Bath and was so tired that I sleep by 330am....

Then Charlie sms me at 724am asked me wake up go big walk, which I never even sign up for... Anyway after that really cannot sleep... So just laze around at home... Monday got monday blue... LOlxx... After work went to orchard... Meet my secondary group of frenz again... To celebrate one of my frenz's birthday... Went to paragon to eat at "Din Tai Fung". Foods there is just okok lo...I have fried rice and we ordered xiao long bao.... 9 peoples eat a total of about $170 worth of foods... And one cake...

Coming weekend got 2 more frenz's birthday and my cousin's wedding... Today morning was basically settled some job... Noon spend abit of time to clear my cabinet... After work went down to vivo, to change starhub digital box, as the old one cannot power on... Service was abit slow... I waited about 30mins to get served... Anyway today is actually one of my frenz's birthday... So let me wish all those whose birthday fall in the month of November "Happy Birthday, all the best!!!"

Okay that all for now bah... I very tired... Lolxx...

What a day???

Today was company off, so no work... I meet my fianacial planner to get my policy and reviews... Get abit lost of ways, before find the place... Lolxx.... Meet some frenz for movie at PS... We watched butterfly lover... Overall I will say it a nice show, with funny parts and touching parts... Wu Chun is so sauve in the show... All the gals who watch this show, gonna melt... How I wish I got as sauve and pretty boy look as him... Haha...

Oh these is the 2nd show we watched in a week... Went to watch max payne last thursday... Seriously just an average show... I actually dun understand what the show about after watching it... It was only after a frenz explained to me in simpler term that I roughly get the ideas... LOlxx.... Oh ya after movie on Thursday, it was raining heavily.... But lucky everyone actually got bring umberalla with them...

Better get back to blog on today... Lolxx... After movie, I hang around with them for about 20mins... Den I went to paragon to collect my stuffs, along the way, I went HMV.... After that I head down to vivo, wanted to check something... Guess what??? When the train reached habourfront, I was alighting the train and saw 1 of my army frenz(medic)... Say hi that all... Den when I was taking escalator from basement to 1st level, I last another frenz... Gosh... It been so long since I last saw him... He getting more handsome and tanned... Mayb one of these day shld meet him out for tea or what....

Oh meet a frenz to pass him a belated bday present... He so busy that it been delayed for so long... But understandable la... Army life... Haha... Time is precious... Recently somehow I got those lonely feeling... Single and avialiable... Lolxx...

Updates...

It 15 mins into 19/10/08.... I just back from 1 very good frenz's wedding... Guess what came to my mind as I sit at the table with some sec sch frenz??? As I sit there, looking around at all my frenz around me... Suddenly my mind was thinking.... "Wow... Everyone sitting at the same table as me is either married/ROM/getting married..." Which mean I only the guy single at that table... Suddenly got those lonely kind of feeling... It felt so weird... But was trying my best not to show it... If things has gone according to what I used to think, den my marriage will have been roughly these few years... But too bad no gf la... Sometime is like that... When u went around looking for it, u cannot find it... But when u give up, it will just pop up infront of u... Oh btw since I blog on these here, I will like to take the chance to wish all of them happy marriage...

Oh today I proved to myself, I cannot sit too long... COz my back will feel pain... It been like a month or more already... It does seem to get better... Really does not know what is wrong... Den my shoulder on/off pain also make it hard for me... Oh ya it seem like not everyone will grab 2nd chance given to them...

Am I still holding on to the tiny little hope that she will love me back?? I told myself to give up... But somehow once in a while I will out of nothin think of her... Have I fallen to deep in?? Have I lost my ways out?? I just cannot seem to erase her out of my mind... Do I see her as a frenz or more than that?? I cannot ever be sure myself...

Again before I end these entry... I want wish all my frenz "Happy Marriage!! May you all be happy always... And happiness always with you all."

Finally updates is here....

1st of all... I should say hello to everyone... LOlx.... It been more than a month since I last updates... Hmm... Alots of happened within these short period of time...
My cousin's ROM... Oh ya next week, one of my good frenz getting marry... Happy for them... If you wanna know when my turn, I cannot answer you too... Although I always think that ideal age is before 30, but seem unlikely now... LOlxx.... Oh ya I took leave before the hari raya holiday, that give me 1 whole week to rest... And also got time to think about some things... Sometime when you actively look for something, it will never appeared... But when you decided to let goes, it will suddenly appeared before you... Anyway I been listening to one album alot lately... It really a nice album... Let me introduce to you all to "unclassified" by local boy Derrick Hoh Weijian... Understand that he has gone to taiwan to promote his album there... Wish him all the best... These days, all the news that are coming out is all about the economy criss...

Oh lately happened to channel switching when I came across these show host by Quan Yifeng... Where women came together to discuss stuffs... Pretty good, and can give us guys a views on how gals see certain issues... Take care guys and gals... I should stop here...

Hello Guys & Gals...

Hi to everyone.... 1st of all I will like to thanks some colleagues who sort of celebrate my birthday for me, namly Alvin,Vincent,Charlie,Shawn,Mary,Yongbin,Anna and Chin Chuan. Thanks for the piZza and present. Not forgetting to thanks some of my frenz too... Let see who we got here.... Erm... Yiqiang, Dzulkifi, Jianwei, Meiling, Alcer, Cheng Chong and Jesudass... Oh ya NTUC send me one sms to wish me too... My family member who bought me a cake and wallet. Thanks aunt for the ang pao... I think that all...

Yesterday have a momentarily blank of mind... Maybe too tired... Haha... Workwise been busy with a big project... If you want ask me got gf or not, my answer is I still single... So if anyone got gals intro, feel free... LOlxx....

That all for now bah...

Here come the long awaited post...

Heys guys and gals.... It been such a long time since I last posted anything here... Since starting work, been getting headache and eye infection quite often... Used to have constant headache during my ite days... But When in NS, I never encountered it already... So I quite surprise why it back to disturb me again from time to time...

Anyway the purpose of this post is to update some stuffs... Someone in the office got a new baby girl... Congra to him... Oh ya tml gonna be a long day... Tml we will do the 100th day ritual for my dearly missed grandma... Times really fly... In a blink 100th day liao... Actually the actual 100 days is a few days away, but they do not want clash with lunar 7th month... So do it a few days earlier... Tml will be a emotional day for the whole extended family... Tears will flow...

Do a guy need to be bad, in order for gals to like them? Or izzit the heart matter more, no matter good or bad guy you are?? Why do gals like to tell me "you can find better gal"?? Am I really so good until I too good to all of them??? Why are ppls questioning my commitment, when I give my best in what I chose to do??? Does she have abit of say like me??? Do I have a chance if she not attached??? Endless questions with no answers...

What a lousy day??

I cannot understand why he so unreasonable... Oh ya today email war with him... Morning asked my in skype what time can hand in my work... I say before I go lunch... Actually by 12pm, I already done the editing... But coz Vincent teached me a new way to make sure text is align properly, so I want to make sure the text is arranged properly... At 12plus, he send an email asking what time I can give him... So I stopped the arranging of text... Start to save my file to the correct format and convert to pdf format... But in the process, I face some problems with saving... So I took quite some time trying to solve it... Just as I done with saving and printing my final product... I received another email from him. Asking why I haven hand in my work and never reply him... For god sake, I trying to solve the saving problems... Where got time goes reply email?? Den hand in to him... Send a reply to his email... That when the email war started... He accussed me for not taking customers deadline seriously, etc... Ppls only see the surface stuffs, like he helping me etc... That is only a surface stuffs... So ppls keep telling me he been helping me etc... Dun look at it from the surface... I dun mind ppls play office politic, as long dun get me involve in it... What does he mean by a few of my frenz is already given up on me??? What he mean by I giving up on myself??? I feel so upset by the whole espiode... Izzit time to give it up??? Which will make him happy...

P.S. I really sorry Vincent... These must have cause you alot of problems and burdens... Really really sorry about it...

So much have happened...

There alot that I wanted to update, just dunno where to start... Hmm... Went for a sec sch gathering on sat, was a nice meal at shokudo@raffles... And we happened to meet another sec sch frenz who happened to work there... Called it concidental bah... Hmm... He still rem some of us, not bad ah... He actually married with children... And we all actually still single, with only 3/4 with gf... LOlxx...

Somehow I was quite moody lately, even when I went for the gathering... Probably due to my work bah... It was real bad, that it seem to affect me so much... Oh ya yesterday went to play soccer after few months... Ya 3 hours of soccer, not bad eh?? LOlxx...

Okay today was having headache, went to see family doctor... He say headache on both side of head is due to tension... And tension is usually due to work for young ppls... He asked me if I was bonded... I reply no... And he asked me go consider if I should check job or seek a transfer... He say it not good to have headache so often... I really dunno what I should do... Really have to think carefully...

Hmm... I dun understand why some ppls are just so fake... As what I like to say "We are all actors and actress of our own life and those around us." But is there a need to be so fake?? Anyway it is so tiring, that I just feel like take a long break... Enough of all those unhappy stuffs... Must stay happy...

Oh ya I talked to Kenny yesterday... He say I too concern about how others view me... To certain extent, it true... Why does we living a life of what others want us to be?? Why can't we live life the way we want it to be??

That day during the gathering, I arrived 1st... Followed by the 3 couples... Wow... Den we go in for seating, while waiting for others... The 3 couples sit at one table... ANd poor ME say alone at the other table to wait... Somehow feel envy of them and lonely... I dunno why most of the gals I know say I very nice guy, but I still cannot find any gf... Life is so strange...

Anyway that all for now bah... Feel tired and mind not working well that I dunno how to continue this blog... Take care my bro, my frenz and those who know me....

Updates...

Today was my aunt Mary's birthday...
Despite you having left us 2 years ago...
We still want to wish you "Happy Birthday"

Yesterday was 1 month since my grandma left us...
Times really fly us by...

Recently nothin much to update about...
Helped my aunt over the weekend...
Oh ya today kinda fall sick...
Was leaving for work, when I feel headache...
Thinking nothin of it, I went ahead for work...
But during the process of working, I feel stomach ache...
Went to toilet as usual...
Discover there was blood together with my stool...
So went back to see doctor...

I think that all for now bah...

sian...

Trying to solve some PC problem... Will do a proper updates some time later...

What a month it had been??

What a difference 1 month can be??? A month ago, my grandma just say she never drink tea serve by me(wedding tea)... But now she gone forever... She was the pillar of the family... she was fun, cheerful, happy and made us laugh at times...

Saturday night used to be time where whole family came together to visit her and gathered... Unknowingly all these time spend together have build a bond between each of us... Now Saturday night will never be the same again...

How I missed her dearly??? The sense of emptiness was there... Anyway I thought I was stronge enough not to cry, but how wrong can I be?? I cry badly on Friday morning, the day, she was to be bury...

Thanks to all those who came to pay respect, all those who made donation and those who sms me... Special thanks to Vincent who made donation, despite not in SG(through Yongbin)... Also to Yuchao who came from tampinese... Thanks Shangben, Junlong, Fuping who I seldom meet who came down... Thanks to my Secondary School group of friends who came with Ms Tsao... Thanks also to Eric Tan Ker Wei for coming down despite clash...

The sense of emptiness and the sense of loss is something the whole family has to overcome... The family bonds that we build shall be the strength for us to overcome this together...

April is here...

In a blink of an eye, April is here... Time realli fly us by... I remember not long ago blogging about the start of 2008, and now 1/4 of 2008 has already gone... Oh ya yesterday was Qing Ming festival where all the chinese around the world will pay respect to their ancestral... For me, I done it past 2 weeks in advance... Hmm... I discovered that my paternal grandfather was born 1898, which will make him 110 years old if he still around... I really feel the value of tradition for Qing Ming festival will be preserve by the future generation to come...

Oh as mention in my previous post, my hand injury not fully recover yet... Just feeling sudden sharp pain once in a while... Hahaha... Recently get eye infection or something like that... Apply eye drop and it feel better...

Oh ya my maternal grandma yesterday mention I never wedding tea, so he thought I still below 20... LOlxx.. It not I dun want to find, but dun have mah...

Recently I talked to Chin Soon quite alot... I can sense that he maturing... MUch more mature from the time I 1st know him... He used to be very playful... Like to play alot... But now he tell me he want study hard... He give up BMX, even sold his bicycle... He even told me he want study hard, den job stable before find gf... I was so wah... How much he changed over the years?? ANyway happy that he know how to think and know what he want...

When will I be fanicially stable??? When can I afford my 1st car?? Etc... Lots of ???... W/o answer... Oh ya I always want ppls around me to be happy, that was why I try to help them... And when I sad, I hide it within myself... But I really happy to know many ppls care for me... Family members, relatives & frenz... Frenz like Swee Chun, Vickki, Alcer and many more...

Oh ya thinking if I should take up degree course... I talked to some frenz over a period of time, and many of them encouraged me to go take my degree... Most recently , I talked to Lingjun... I think what he say is true... Nowaday w/o degree very hard... He say if I go take it now, by 30 years old should get it... So realli thinking about it... But dunno what course to take, as I dun feel like go for engineering again... Lolxx...

Oh ya Chin Soon... I agreed with him that the world is never fair... There always unfairness around us...

To all my frenz who still studying, all the best in your exam, test, etc...

To those working, all the best in your work... May you all get pay raise and promotion...

I will like to take the chance to wish Lingjun... "Happy Birthday, all the best in whatever you do"

And to all of my family members, relatives, frenz and whoever who read my blog, take care and good health... That all for today... Lolx...

Reflection

Let start this entry with an addition of place I went for lunch in MArch.... I eaten at The Manhattan Fish Market... The food is not bad... The fish is nice... But abit expensive lo... The service charge was 10% and still got 7% GST... ANyway the staffs is friendly, with good service... Oh ya I actually wondering should I try eating there de... It a staff good service made me give it a try... If I not wrong his name is Guan Liang or something like that(cannot see clearly his tag, as it was swinging around)... Anyway it pretty good service...

Oh ya I been resting for past 2 days... Sort of injured my hand... But it feeling better... Thanks to those who are shown concern... Anyway I will say these 2 days have not gone to waste, coz I took the chances to reflect on myself...

I think it useless for me to complain these complain that... I should keep pushing myself harder and harder to success... No point go against these and that... But to those who think they can take advantages of me, I will still fight back...

ANyway I have to overcome myself... I need to defeat myself... Dunno y I suddenly was reminded of my ex... OH Hai wake up!!!! She married liao... Move on, Hai... U cannot live in the past!!! The loneliness feeling is coming back... K guys... Take care, especially Vincent... Far away in Japan alone need to take very good care of urself... Good Night guyz...

Contradiction and many more....

Hmmm... Before I go into the topic, let do a quick updates... I been having good foods lately... Lolx.... Let me give some example, Dian xiao er, Shokudo, Forrest@Orchidville, Joaquin and others... Hahaha.... Dian Xiao Er have good foods, but not cheap(depending on what you order).... If you guys is wondering what is shokudo, let me give you a clue... It a japanese restaurant that is the equivalent of Marche of europe... Anyway I find the foods still ok la, but portion very little lo... Not cheap either... ANyway I dun find much option, mayb is because I dun eat much jap foods... Lolx... Oh ya Forrest@orchidville is a eating place with foods that is nice... Added point is the design is very special... Joaquin is buffet style of eating place... You can find porridge, vegetable, chicken, etc....

Oh it not interesting to read about what I been doing... ANyway sometime I dun understand why sometimes peoples contradict what they say... For example, talking about respecting someone, but in the end like against that person... So much for the respect things... If you cannot do it, dun talk like someone who practice it... ANyway respect is 2 ways... You earn respect, not expect it... I never respect peoples who simply expect peoples to respect them... You got to earn it...

If you guys wondering if I attach... Den sorry still unwanted... Lolx... If you guys got anyone to intro me, feel free... Hahaha.... Oh ya workwise seem like got some improvement lo... Hope it will just get better... Before I end my post, I will like to thanks Vincent for his concern(even when he far in Japan)... Will like to thanks Terry, ALcer and all the frenz who has been standing by me... Really appreciate it very much...

Ok time to say good night to you guys... Take care worz... CHeers!!!

something to share....

Vincent let me do one 心理测验 today....


當你（妳）到異性家的時候，發覺她（他）家的四周都是墳墓，你（妳）會有什麼反應？
請一定要以一看完這個題目的第一心理反應，這樣才準喔！

一、 心裡覺得很害
一、 心裡覺得很害怕，並跟他說你要回家。
二、 心裡覺得很害怕，但還是跟他進屋子。
三、 這個房子一定很便宜。
四、 他家裡一定有鬼。
五、 住在這裡一定很刺激。

I chose 一、 心裡覺得很害....

The intrepreation for it is as follow:

★看個性：
#1#
你是一個敢愛不敢恨的人
任性的個性是你最大的缺憾，說話經常帶刺，儘管如此，你身邊的朋友還是能夠委婉的接
受你，可是你卻依然我行我素，建議你先試著去調適自己的心態，多為別人著想，相信你
一定能夠得到朋友的掌聲。

★看愛情：
#1#
很會挑選對象的你，要求你的異性一定要很完美或是外表姣好，你才會去跟他接觸，較不
會去觀察他的行為舉止，是一個不大注重內在而去談戀愛的人。

★看工作：
#1#
認真的工作態度是你最令人敬佩的優點，你會盡你最大的努力把工作完成，但是你也會因
為私事而把工作丟在一旁，等忙完了才繼續工作，建議你先試著去安排自己的時間，好提
醒自己什麼時間該做什麼事。

★看金錢：

#1#
你很會理財，懂得如何在花費上作取捨，但因為你的私心較強烈，常會為了自己喜愛的東
西，不惜一切地去得到，甚至跟朋友借錢，可是得到了也不大去珍惜。

I must say it quite true.... Hahahaha.....

So guys after this got better understanding of me already rite??? LOlxx

Updates...

Hmmm... It been such a long time since my last posting... Alot have happened during these time... For example, the usual CNY meal with my sec sch frenz, attend a good frenz's(bro) ROM... Have meal with his family at crystal jade... 1st time, I spend V'day outside, Spent that day with Quek & Vickki...

Workise have not been that good... I will keep improving... VIncent will be flying to Japan for 3 months course tommorrow... So see him in June lo...

R/swise... Still single loh... ANyone got gals to intro??? LOlx...

Oh ya I took some photos which I will post it soon...

Oh ya last SUnday meet VIncent, Bin, Thomas and his frenz... As I dun want drink spinelli, so I arrived later... We went for pool game, teach Jason how to play pool... This boy not bad lo... Btw he got pay, I think Thomas never saw, so thought he never pay... I think that all for now...

But before I end this post, I wanna wish Vincent all the best for his trip to Japan... DO take good care of yourself... For me, I will work harder and also continue search for gf... LOlx...

CNY is here....

Let me do a quick updates...

1st of all, welcome year of rat, goodbye year of pig... Hmm a year just passed us by in a blink of an eye... Lots of things have happened in the year just gone by... Most importantly is I have graduated from poly with my diploma and found job already... I took leave on the 5th feburary to clear my room and settle some stuffs... Oh ya I have changed my phone... Just now went to dean cafe for reunion dinner... The foods okay la...

I hope in the coming year... My workwise will have progress... R/swise will find my other half asap...

I will take these chance to wish everyone gong xi gong xi, gong xi fa cai, nian nian you yu... All the best... Take care...

The good things about being quiet....

I really think sometime that being quiet is better than having peoples always go against what you have to say... Let me give a few example... Just a while ago, someone called me go rest early since I not feeling well(I know he mean well)... But I know if I sleep too much I will get headache when I wake up... So I told him why I cannot sleep too much... He come tell me it all in the mind... I tell him I got try to sleep alot in a day... Everytime end up wake up with headache w/o failed... He say "try" is a banned word... You try mean you will not succeed... So whatever I got to say it crap to him...

Another example.... Recently I heard 2 colleagues talking about taxi drivers being very aggressive and reckless in their driving... I dun agreed with it la... Cause those taxi drivers I encounter since December last year have been more courteous... So I tell them some encounters I have with taxi drivers on the road recently... I cited during reservist driving 5-ton, taxi drivers actually cut out to the next lane and let us cut in before they overtake us.... This is what you never see during my NS time... Taxi drivers at that time is aggressive and reckless, but I see improvement le... That why I speak up for them la...

But you all guess what??? They shoot me say army vehicle of cause they give way la... They dare go near army vehicles mah... If last time they dare, why now they dun dare??? The road condition is really different le... Last time is taxi drivers aggressive and reckless when they know army vehicle cutting into their lane... NOw is private car owners.... So it actually the opposite from last time.... ANyway they insisted that taxi drivers is reckless and aggressive...

Sometime I wondered why I try to explain when in the end peoples will just shoot me off... ANyway I just recovered from a quite high fever... 38.2degree.... yup not very high, but according to the nurse and doctor it quite high.... Throat is not fully recover...

Workwise??? I will say Yongbin settled in better than me... He just like an senior employee in the office... And they all seem to prefer him over me... (Mayb I think too much, but it really seem that way)... Heck... I shall just do my part...

R/swise??? I can't help feeling lonely at times... Just feel my life is not complete... ANd it one part of my life that is not filled... Seriously I been thinking if I was meant to be lonely... Lonely here, I refer to not going to find my other half... I know alot of peoples been telling me that my gal have not appear... So how long you guys want me to wait??? 10 years later??? 20?? 30??? 40??? lolx....

Anyway with CNY coming... I did spring cleaning of my room over a few days... As I split the tasks up, so wun find so many things to clear... lolxx.... After CNY, I will be attending a good buddy's ROM... Happy for him, but at same time, it remind me that one by one of my frenz have found gf/bf... The single club soon will be left with me alone liao.... Sad rite??? But what to do??? Life have to goes on... I will try to do a update before CNY.... Ops... "try" is a banned word... So what term should I use??? I bet you as clueless as me... LOlxx.... Whatever I should updates abit before CNY.... Till then, take care all my frenz and blog readers.... To all my frenz who are sick, recover fast, so that can enjoy CNY.... Bye....

Loneliness....

Haha... What a title I have managed to come out with... Erm... It exactly 10 days since my last post... Nothin much unusual happened... Apart from falling sick... Friday morning seem normal... Wake up, wash up, breakfast, left for work.... I reached redhill... Stomach ache... Oh no... So go the toilet at mrt station... Although I have to say it dirty, but cannot endure to office toilet already...

Den guess what???

I vomited what I taken for breakfast... Feeling unwell, I sms my senior and told him what happened... He reply asked me go back rest... So I never go work... I went back and see doctor... Went home and sleep... The medicine really make me sleeply... Lolx...

Anyway I went out in the late noon... As I have make appointment with Yande to meet him to pass him those pictures taken at chalet... Oh talking about pictures... I haven upload them... So sorry guys.... Another time perhaps... Lolx... Ya back to meeting of Yande... He was busy at work, so the timing was changed from 7pm to 8pm... Since there was time, I just shop around PS on my own...

All the eatery was having very good business.... Especially mahattan fish market... The Q was really long... Anyway I have Burger King with Yande, chat with him... Alcer joined us later for a while... Den we decided to head home... LOlx... We go separate ways at mrt station, as Yande stay in Punggol... Anyway Alcer took train with me and we chat all the way to Jurong East... Den I change to bus and he goes find his gf...

Talking about gf... I dun understand why I dun seem to have luck when it come to bgr... I starting to feel lonely... Mayb is because frenz around me are all starting to find their other half one by one already... I really hope to find my other half soon... I dunno if I did mention before that I always hope to get settled down by 30 years old... But now it look like not possible... Lolx...

Sometime I wonder if my devotion to the one I love is appreciate by the other party... Anyway one of my best buddy and his gf say "you belong to the good nice guy that is rare in these world"... That is really a very high recognition... I dun really think I am that good... So I went to ask Kenny... He actually agreed with my frenz and his gf's words... Now if I so good, why am I still single w/o gf???

P.S. Any frenz who saw this post and got good gals to intro me... Feel free to do so... LOlx... That all for now... I think one of my new year resolution is to find my other half... Buai guys.... Take care... Stay tune for next post... Lolx...

1st post of 2008

It been more than a month since I updated... Lots of things had happened during these period... So I will go through one by one... Let the recall begin...

1st: 2nd reservist is over... I will just say it superb xiong... I will not say much, as the programme is consider classified...

2nd: Christmas party at auntie's place... I go fetch my sis-in-law before I go to auntie's place. Oh ya my sis-in-law and me goes buy log cake... Each of us pay half... Lolx...

3rd: Went back to work on 26th december... Was tasked with some schematic diagram, which I managed to complete before I go on leave...

4th: Chalet on 28th december... Secondary school group of frenz gather... Lolx... I was superb busy on that day... Morning go NTUC to buy some stuffs for chalet... Den went home get everything ready... Meet Kay Kheong and Yun Keong to go together... I check in once we reached... The room seem a bit small... Anyway we put our stuffs and go for lunch... At evening, I go Shawn's wedding dinner... The foods not as good as what I eat at same place back in march... I wondering why... lolx...

Anyway I went back chalet after that to join the guys... Took a walk down siloso beach to palawan beach... Den went back room to sleep awhile... Saturday morning Meng Tuck dropped Alcer and me at suntec, we went for breakfast at long john silver... After that we head to katong to collect satay and otah from city satay... Took bus back to vivo to buy other food stuffs... Den Dedric come out to fetch us... But I never go back to them, as I waited for Yande and Kay Boon... I took bus in with both of them... Reached room I get down to prepare the foods, while they go beach to play...

At evening, BBQ start... It was nice foods and fun... Oh ya we got gift exchange after BBQ... Guess what I got?? Water dispenser... LOlx... I go bath and have a short nap after that, while the rest of them go have fun... Sunday check out by 10am, went for breakfast... Home was next... LOlx... The rest of day stay at home...

Monday I was on leave.... Went to bank to get new atm card, as my card damaged... My mum followed me, as I helped her get her old card changed to the new one... Hee hee... Went popular to buy some stuffs... Oh ya went 7-11 to buy pooh bear for my cousin...

Tuesday is 1st day of 2008... I just go out walk walk awhile... Den night go airport send Kay Boon who was going to Beijing for intership... After that shop around there and waited for my cousin who was flying back from Shanghai...

Wednesday back to work... SMPS block diagram was waiting for me to get it done... LOlx... ANyway feeling abit sick lately... That all for now... Pictures should be posted soon... NITEZ...